Puisi Untuk SJ Camp.

I just got back from a very tiring camp. The camp was called Senior Junior Camp. Dan pada malam penutup camp tu ada persembahan kebudayaan. Dan pada malam tu group aku, Super Seven (team mates are Fakhrur, Bessy, Maharani, Shobana, Eiqa, Wei Fern, Siew Fong and Daud), dapat task untuk mempersembahan sebuah puisidra. Apa itu? Gabungan puisi dan drama. Temanya 'Satu Nafas Baru'. Bila dapat tau je ada puisi, aku terus volunteer untuk buat puisi tu. Almaklumlah, sejak kebelakangan ni asyik berjiwa puitis je bila dengar dan baca hasil karya Kak Fynn Jamal. So I came up with this (its a bit long. so, please bear with it :D ) :

Pendidikan separa tinggi,
HABIS!
Kini menuju yang lebih tinggi.
Mara selangkah lebih dekat.

Habis hancur, habis kecewa,
Bila hati melihat warkah.
Hati menjerit, hati berkata,
Ini buka yang aku mahu.
BUKAN!

Bila ditanya pada ramai,
Ada yang kata tidak.
Ramai hanya kata, 'Redha jelaaa~'

OK!
Aku terima!
Aku sahut!

Sekejap, kini di bandara.
Ku tatap wajah ayah.
Ku tatap wajah ibu.
Ku genggam erat
Dan ku kucup tangan mereka.
Dahi dicium.
Mata ini lantas bergenang.
Mata itu juga bergenang.
Dengan itu aku pergi.
Dengan itu aku bawa bersama:
Harapan, pesanan dan nasihat ayah ibu.

Akhirnya tiba,
Perasaan berkocak.
Dada berombak.
Sedihkah? Marahkah?
Kelirukah? Atau gembirakah?
Sungguh, aku tidak tahu.
Rasa ini tak terleraikan.

Indah. Memang tempat ini indah.
Aku bagai jatuh cinta pandang pertama.
Aku suka.

Tapi salji tak kekal.
Begitu juga gembira itu.

Dikhabarkan perlu berpindah.
Ke mana? Ke tempat yang lain.
Ceruk. Pedalaman. Kampung. Katanyalah.

OMG!
Hati ini terdetik, bisakah bertahan?
Persetan, pasakku teguh untukmu.
Mungkin taufan akan surut.
Tetap datang petir ribut.
Tak apa!
Setiapnya aku sambut.
Untukmu, aku takkan takut!

Bumi berputar.
Hari tetap bertukar.
Aku terima.
Aku akur.

Jika ini jalannya,
akan ku perjuangkan sehabis jiwaku.
Jika ini jalannya,
Aku tak kan mengaku kalah.

Alah bisa tegal biasa.
Dari benci jadi cinta.
Mula dulu rasa terseksa.
Tapi sekarang aku suka.

Ijazah itu, Sijil itu,
Demi ayah, demi ibu,
Demi aku, demi masa depan,
Pasakku akan tetap teguh!!!

p/s: note that in some parts of this (so-called) puisi ada lirik Fynn Jamal sikit aku amek. Sebab kebetulan lirik tu macam sesuai je. :))

Di siapkan dalam masa 2 jam, aku rasa aku puas hati dengan puisi ni. Team mates pun banyak bagi kerjasama masa mementaskan drama puisi ni. Good job Super Seven! :D

~najwa.

voila spaghettinni!!! (part two)

here's the pictures that i've promised to upload. =))

the sauce.

the spaghetti.

the sauce (uncooked)

the spices.

the ingredients.

j'aime mon école et je suis un an de plus aujourd'hui

which practically means: 'I ♥ my school and I am a year older today.'

i ♥ my school,
yes.
i am a year older today,
hell yeah!

wait, wait..
back to the i ♥ my school part.
i kind of ♥ my school.
but what i ♥ the most is the smart school song.

about the i-am-a-year-older-today thingy,
yeah.
it's true.
i turned 17 today.
along with Zimmy and Atin.
yeap.
i got twins. yeayy me!
haha.
childlish much!

presents i got so far?
~well, a star-ry frame from amani..
~dollar notes from mummy && daddy (i think).
well, i requested it from them. i'm saving for my own digital camera..! (bonne chance wawa!)
~urm, a teddy bear from Hani.
~&& tonnes of birthday wishes!
i LOIKE!
most of my Bruneian pals wished me via Facebook.
thanks guys..*sob sob*

i wanttttt this cake for my day..!!! boohoo...

and oh, i posted a smart school song video.
ENJOY IT!
it's enjoyable..

=)




the painter,
nudgewa.






the day.

let's cook.

mama finally gave me the spaghetti recipe that i wanted from her.
but the one she gave me was fixed.
i need some adjustments for the recipe.
and i was wondering when i can chat with her to adjust some of it.
to my greatest surprise, there she was greeting me on my facebook.
i was shocked and i wondered where she was. (since our house in Brunei doesn't have access to the internet and the only place she always go online was from her office and it was about 11 something already.)
she told me that she IS in the office at that time. and may stay there until 3-4 a.m.
she got to do some work before her colleague, Winnie flies to Shanghai to meet the printing company.
so, the deadline was.....today.
pity her.
she is very hardworking.

so, this is our conversation just now.

11:27pmNor

u thr?

11:27pmNurul

yep

mama kt mne?

11:28pmNor

kat ofc masih

dah dpt recipe kan?

check ur inbox

11:28pmNurul

ait. lewat2 mcm ni??

dah2..

thnx!

11:28pmNor

yeah.. maybe till 3-4 am

or later kot

11:29pmNurul

smpai mcm tu skali?

truknye

11:29pmNor

a ah.. esok pagi anty winnie nak ke shangha

11:29pmNurul

ohh..

11:29pmNor

we will have to complete all before she flies off

11:29pmNurul

mama teman dia ke?

oh.

spe lgi yg ada kt office?

11:30pmNor

mama, auntie mida, hjh, faridah, winnie, sofia and eddy the new staff

11:30pmNurul

oh..

at least you're not alone

byk lgi ke keje yg x siap?

11:31pmNor

all productions and graphics staff.. 6 of us.

abt 50percent lagi

yg buat lambat is the computer

11:31pmNurul

wow.byk lgi tu

11:31pmNor

we cant do one go

11:32pmNurul

oh.

11:32pmNor

have to do batch by batch

yatah

contact pun dah bukak.. mong cha cha.. hahaha blurry dah

11:32pmNurul

papa kta apa?

haha

11:32pmNor

papa ok je

dia phm caner keja mama

seb baik we r both in a publishing company

deadalines are reeal deadly hehehe

11:33pmNurul

hahaha

nice one.

11:36pmNor

bila nak buat spaghetti

11:39pmNurul

xtau lgi.monday or tuesday.

tpi mnday rsenye.

11:40pmNor

ada tak semua ingredients?

kalau agak budget tak mencukupi takyah le letak mushrooms and carrots

11:41pmNor

anything u dont understand from the recipe?

11:43pmNurul

tomato puree tu leh x klaw gne preego?

11:43pmNurul

cheese tu agk mhal aritu org pgi tgk.

so,cheese dah cncel out

11:45pmNurul

bay leaves tu bleh tkar dgn bnde lain x?sbb org xjmpa bay leaves aritu

11:46pmNor

ok.. if preego

beli yg cheese onions flavor

11:46pmNurul

nyum2.

11:46pmNor

so no need to buy cheese anymore

11:46pmNurul

lgi?

ok.

11:47pmNor

brb.. hv something to do

11:47pmNurul

ok

Today

12:15amNor

am back. no need bay leaves..

12:15amNurul

ok.

rse dye xkan berubah ke?

12:16amNor

either one of the spices will do.. oregano or italian herbs

12:16amNurul

ok.

12:16amNor

sikit kureng

tapi basically it's ok

yg penting tomato sauce and minced beef

yg lain2 tu nak bg wangi and sedap je

12:16amNurul

ohh.ok

klau nk add in sausages pun bleh kan?

12:17amNor

tapi kalo nak buat byk,..yg basic je.. onion, tomato puree, and oregano..

eh esok tak sekolah ke?

12:17amNurul

sekolah.

hihi

ma,klau nk buat byk, tomato puree tu ckup ke 1 can?

12:19amNurul

haha

yeah.give the computer AND yourself a break

12:21amNor

sat lagi , nws.. make it 2 caans

more tastier

kalau nak byk, 2 pakcets of spgti with 3 cans of purees

12:21amNurul

waah.sdap!

klau 1 pcket agk2 ckup x untuk 15-20 ppl?

12:22amNor

and tambah lagi minced beef. but not necessary.

cukup kot..

better lebih dari tak cukup. if lebih can keep for dinner

12:26amNor

ok.. 1 1/2 packets , 2 cans. 500 gms minced beef

12:27amNor

ada brand prregp ke?

raguletto pun ok

12:29amNurul

ape?spaghetti?

org nk bli san remo 4 spghtti

and preego 4 tomato puree

ok x?

12:31amNor

bah ok tu

cheese mahal ek?

takpe.. beli yg ada perisa cheese

12:32amNurul

parmesan rm13.75

brand yg slalu kte gne tu

12:33amNor

bah agatah tidur.

in spite of her busy-ness, she still put aside some time to help me with the recipe.
i ♥ her.
mama, i ♥ you.

& thnx a lot for the recipe!
really appreciate it.

just wait and see what i was planning to do with the recipe.
hihi..

lots && lots of ♥.
nudgewa.

2 days.

what a dayy..!

i am now sitting on my bunk bed with Piah sleeping next to me..there's only 2 out of 10 people in my dorm right now..it was a very tiring day..well, maybe not for me..but almost all of my friends are tired today..i really pitied them..
we had our Sport's Day Rehearsal Day today..a lot of my friends were involved in this upcoming Sport's Day,which is tomorrow..most of them joined the uniformed marching team..majorities were the police cadets..

Taekwondo and Silat members did some demo. Taekwondo's demo was very well co-ordinated. On the other hand, Silat's demo was very interesting. A lot of climbing people's back, flying kicks and high jumping.

Piah have been sleeping since 3:15pm until now. She's going to do taekwondo demo tomorrow as part of the opening ceremony. I watched the rehearsal earlier this morning and it was fun. Almost all of the teacher's were not in the mood for teacheing, except for my Additional Mathematic's teacher. She never failed to enter the class no matter how busy the school is. A very hardworking teacher i guess. She gave us (only 13 out of 33 students in the class. The other 20 took part in the Sport's Day's performance) 2008's SPM paper. And all that I could was gasping and sighing. I have no idea how to solve those questions. Hard as rock! Functions? Quadratic Functions? Differentiation?? WHAT..??? My mind goes blank! Blub! Shut down..! I think i need to study more Additional Mathematics.

I have spoonfuls of sights on S.H.S.I. to day. He looks very smart in his KRS (Kadet Remaja Sekolah) uniform. He smiles a lot too. I bet right now he's in the court teaching the juniors to march. I will post more about him when i get the chance to do so.

Well, tomorrow is the "day".. I'm determined to take A LOT of pictures of the event and my friends. So, i will write again tomorrow if 'm not too tired or busy. Right now i have to go take shower and do my prayer and get ready for dinner. =)