he stole my heart

he's gorgeous. he's cute. he stole my heart. hahah!!

i'm home.

i've been quiet for quite some time now. and now, i really missed blogging. but another problem arised; my dear lappy is brokened down so i still can't blog often. what a bummer. my examination is the reason why i left blogging few months ago. now my exams are over and i am happily settled in my cousin's house in Wangsa Maju. it felt so good to finally end high school and to finally feel the freedom from a place called 'school'. i admit that when i reached home the other day, i missed school. that was so.. prompt. i never realized that the effect would be this quick.

my plans?

my plans are to go look for a job around Wangsa Maju and saving my salary to buy a new camera. wish me luck on that.

adioss..

(my cousin just buzzed me up to go cook with her..)

p/s: pardon my imperfect language.

p/ss: since i got a lot of time to spend, i am planning a makeover for this hideous blog. haha.

Happy Raya!!

just read my sister's blog just now. her latest post was about her flight to brunei. yep, she's back in brunei now. well, i am here proudly saying that i'm off to brunei too! well, this Saturday actually. can't wait to be back home. can't wait to hug all of my family members. can't wait to be crazy with my siblings! well, till then.

{my new sunnies. bought it just for the hari raya! =)}

truly excitd,
nudgewa.

changing minds

when people read this i know people will definitely call me absurd. for years i've been wondering what i really wanted in this world. and all this while i thought that i would love to be a professional surgeon and that it will never change. but god showed me something that i never realized i want so badly. i changed my mind of becoming a pro surgeon when i saw someone dying in front of me. i realized on that very moment that live is in god's hands and i don't want to feel really bad when someone died because of me (it might be because of my carelessness during a surgery or something..).

since i've lost my only ambition, i pushed my mind to think of a new one. i can't live without an ambition. its the reason for me to keep on living. i love to dream big. for months i've been thinking what i wanted to be. so i started thinking of what i like and what i wanted to do. so what is it that i really want? what is it that i really like?

the answer is: Paris! oh yes! i love French language, French cuisine, French culture. anything French wow-ed me.

the next thing that came immediately in my mind was: i need to go to Paris! ASAP!


and that was when i realized that i inherited the traveling hobby from my aunt- Mak Uda. she is probably the most adventurous lady i've ever met. apart from that, i realized that i somehow inherited the passion to write story and journals from my papa. and i am really really into photography but my passion had to be on hold because i don't have my own camera. mobile camera? of course i have one. but the satisfaction is not the same as using the true photography camera.



when i put all of my thoughts together, i came up with: a travel journalist.

does that rings you? well, it involves traveling, writing and PHOTOGRAPHY..! yeay!

but i have other plans. my biggest dream is to travel Europe.
i want to go to every single place that exist there, be it a museum or a flea market.
i want to experience the life there.
i want to meet the people there.
i want to learn their culture,
experience the different season there.
i want to taste fresh berries.
i want to see the different types of cheese that they have back there.
i want to go to the famous fashion stores there.
i want to taste each and every bit of europe.

and if possible i want to go straight to europe after finishing my high school. but i know that that was insanely absurd. i mean, i got no money to start with. and my mama and papa would kill me if i do that. no parents would want to see their children living a hard life without proper and higher education. right mama? (i know my mama's going to read this)..

so, what should i do now?
can i fly straight to Europe after SPM, mama?
can i?
*batting eyelashes and pulling out an innocent face*

ooh,, for starters, why don't you buy me a digital camera mama? a cheap one will do. ooh, and maybe papa can repair my lappy? you know, to get me into writing and photography-ing. who knows when i became a pro photographer i got to shoot my sisters' and brothers' wedding. FOC! hehe.. such a naughty daughter i am! =)

well, it's up to Allah. if He says i'm going, then i'm definitely going. =)

silent.

xkan blog in the near future. lappy rosak. ni gne lappy kawan. toodles.

=)

PLKN oh PLKN!

the first thing that i hear today when i reached my class was, "PLKN results were out!"
i don't remember who said that. then the whole block [form 5's block] was chaotic. everybody looked very nervous. and everybody was busy trying to check whether they got on the program or not.

PLKN (Program Latihan Khidmat Negara) or NS (National Service) is a programme for post SPM candidates. i dare say that 80% of students in Malaysia doesn't want to be in this programme. well, in this case, i'm one of them. i don't want to be in this program because i have been planning my post SPM activities since last month. i don't mind if i am accepted, but i prefer NOT to be accepted.

there are two ways to check your registration status:
1. Via SMS
2. checking online

when i reached hostel, i immediately turn on my lappy to check my registration status. unfortunately the internet connection was down this afternoon. while i was waiting for the internet connection, dayah called me. she told me that she checked Amani, Aina, Yati & Farahani's status. Farahani and Yati got in [gud luck girls!].

people were talking about PLKN everywhere & i got annoyed when everyone i met asked me if i got in. so i decided to check via SMS. the message was delivered but i didn't get a reply from them. i waited & waited.

after our prep preiod, i checked my phone and they still haven't reply my request. then i tried to hook on the internet and check again.
i am downright relieved when it says that i am not accepted. i was overjoyed.
oh yes i do!!



nudgewa.

p/s: for those who want to check their registration status, here's the steps:
~via SMS- type "PLKN(space)SEMAK(space)I/C NUMBER" and send to 15888
~checking online- go to www.khidmatnegara.gov.my

checking tip: the site is quite busy after school. if you want a quick respond, do check during midnight.

plain old Sunday. (Is it??)

School was fun! As usual, we had our regular assembly (yeah, our state calendar is a bit weird. It started with a Sunday).

We sang the national anthem, the school song and then the Smart School Song.

Then the prize presentations began. Our school won a lot of competitions. *proud2*.

Some of it was:
~the English Public Speaking (District Level): CHAMPION!!
~the Geography Forum (District Level): 1st place too!
~the KRS Marching Cadets (State Level): 3rd place.

Congratulations you guys, for bringing up our school's name!

After the presentation, our Co-Curricular teacher, Mrs. Zaiton, gave us some speech about co-curricular activities and its importance. It was so boring! I nearly fell asleep when she was giving her speech. After that we sang the State's Ministry of Education's Song & the State's National Anthem.

Our first subject was Agama and the teacher was not in. I was quite disappointed as I had already memorize my prayers. We only learn Physics today, out of 5 subjects. Our Malay teacher was in but by the time she entered our classroom, nobody was there. All of us went to the school dentist for the regular checkup.

Fani doesn't want her mouth to be checked so she run away abruptly when our monitor told her that her dental card was missing. Lucky her that the dentist didn't caught her running away. We asked her why she refused to get her mouth checked and she answered: *drumroll*

"Aku tak suka la orang ghobek2 (robek2) mulut aku!"


Haha..! We ended up laughing very hard at her. She is very funny!
Well, I missed my checkup too. No! I didn't run away! My card was missing! So, they asked us to write our names and go back to our classroom.

The teachers were still not in so Qaddy, Meda & me decided to play the combat game. The game was fun but very painful as you have to hit your friends if you win. I ended up having red arms and palms because Qaddy & Meda always won.

While we were having fun playing, our monitor, Munif told us that our Physics teacher was in. So, of we go to the laboratory. The lab was very dark and dull that almost everyone ended up dozing off. The fun bit was that Mr. Amin wasn't the least bit offended. Instead, he told us to go home early (thanks Sir. You are very understanding! )

I ♥ going to school if this is what we always have to do.

I had so much fun today & I hope that tomorrow is the same.

f.r.i.e.n.d.s =)

loads of ♥,
nudge.

they made my day!

i was in a bad mood early this afternoon. so i decided to surf the net to drown out all the tense. while i was busy surfing and exploring the net, Shafyz came with a bowl of DURIANS! finally! i've been craving for durian for weeks now. i am so happy that i immediately put aside my lappy (sorry darling). when i approached Shafyz, Amy, my other dorm mate, says, "Go and take another bowl of durian in that paperbag."

i was speechless. thanks you guys for the Durians. it was very meaningful to me. i ate a lot of it that both Amy & Shafyz advised me that Durian will heat up my body. and i told them "i don't care. i want to eat as much durian as i can."

later that night, Anna's mom brought some laksa for us. it was a lot and we can't finish it. so we decided to call the other dorms to come and finish them up. for a moment, it feels like my dorm was having a feast. & the dorm ended up like a durian orchard. hihi.

we were so full and most of us started laughing & talking & mumbling. i felt like a complete idiot. i feel like i'm on pills. I laughed very hard tonight & i've never felt this full before.



nyum3! thnx for the food you guys! and thanx a bunch for all the fun. thnx for making my day better! =))

the absolute druggie for the night,
nudgewa.

p/s: it did make me feel all heaty. well, gotta hit the shower tomorrow morning. (oh! that reminds me, i've got to go to school tomorrow! Bummer!!)

p/ss: notice that my blog is halfway done. creating a new banner takes time.. =)

the gay pride parade!

as i was reading through some random blogs, i came across this post.

there's something about the gay pride parade that attracts me. =)

i would ♥ to be there to see all those colourful flags around the town.

i am kind of bored with my current blog layout. this blog will surely have to go to the dressing room this weekend. wait for the surprise!!

loads of love,
nudgewa.

heureux pères jours

which means: happy father's day!!

=)

oh yes i love you dad.
thanx for your advice and the love that you showered me with.
be happy always.


love,
nudge.

what i've done in my free time lately.

yes. i'm an amateur. so, paham2 lah ye.but i like it tho.


nudge.

the wedding taggy from iggy.

1. How old are you?
> 17. (can't believe i'm already 17)

2. Are you single?
> sir, yes sir!

3. At what age do you think you'll get married?
> around 24 (and that's 7 more years)

4. Do you think you'll be marrying the person you are with now?
> i'm with nobody now.

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
> a french hottie or a greek hunk. (this question is funn!)

6. Who will be your bridesmaid & bestman?
> my besties & my sisters & my cuzzies.

7. Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
> a garden one will be nice.

8. Where do you plan to go on a honeymoon?
> France of course! and some other parts in Europe.

9. How many guests do you think you'll invite?
> loads!

10. Will that include your exes?
> urm.. yeah.

11. How many layers of cake do you want?
> five layers of 284 cuppies instead of a shaped cake.

12. When do you want to get married, morning or evening?
> nikah morning. kenduri malam. after wedding party, evening (it's for friends & family ONLY!)

13. Name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding.
> continuous play of slow, romantic 80's & 90's love songs

14. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon & fork.
> hurm.. normal foon & spork with one condition, ie: the food can be eaten easily with spoon & fork.

15. Champagne or red wine?
> none of the above. i prefer honey dew juice.

16. Honeymoon right after wedding or days after the wedding?
> right after the wedding. and some more days after the wedding. hehe.

17. Money or household item?
> i prefer household items so that i didn't have to buy so many things when me & my future spouse move in to our home.

18. How many kids would you like to have?
> i'd like to have a pair. but i love big families. so, i don't mind having many many babies.

19. Will you record your honeymoon in a cd?
> record it? maybe not. but i'd love to take loads of pictures and make a scrapbook out of it.

20. I want to know their wedding planning
> my exes, my besties and my cuzzies.

p/s: i just realized that:
` this tag is LONG!
` this tag is FUN!
` my answers are bias. it's all my dream wedding, and we didn't even considered the other party's dream wedding.

nudge.

a taggy from iggy.

and here's the instructions:

1. Search your house area using Google Maps.
2. Circle out your house.
3. Tag another 5 bloggers.

and this is my home...


mi casa in brunei. doing this tag makes me homesick..!

i'm tagging:
~hanee
~nadz
~kak fathee
~rsydh
~mama

p/s: i tried to locate my maklong's house in alor setar that i go to every weekend but i can't seem to find it.

nudge.

heureux mariés! il est de nouveau la saison des mariages!

which practically means: "happy newlyweds! it is the wedding season again!"

yes2, like my sister expressed in her blog, the wedding season is here again. my cousin were married today and yesterday i watched Confessions of A Shopaholic [which in that story involved her bestfriend getting married], then i watched Bride Wars [the title itself gives you the idea of a wedding] and lastly, my sister told me that she tagged me in a survey she did this morning. and the title is: Wedding Wishes. so, yeah... it's the wedding season again..!


btw, before i forgot, HAPPY NEWLYWEDS KAK CACA.. =))

my crazy friends.

oh yes. we ♥ being crazy. well, only when it came to birthdays. these pictures were taken on my birthday. sadly, Dayah & Aina & Wan was not in the pictures. *sob2*

voila spaghettinni!!! (part two)

here's the pictures that i've promised to upload. =))

the sauce.

the spaghetti.

the sauce (uncooked)

the spices.

the ingredients.

voila spaghettinni...!!!

i've finally managed to do the spaghetti.
i cooked the spaghetti for my dorm mates.
the ingredients cost me about RM50. it was not as expensive as i had expected.
but i am glad i made it and it tasted just like mama's spaghetti.
nyum2.
more information coming on later and pictures will be downloaded soon.

*this is because my mid-year examination is coming next week and i didn't bring my lappy with me because i know if do, my time would be wasted on my lappy instead of my schoolbooks. now i'm using scha's lappy and i'm in a hurry now. so, gotta go.
will update later.

j'aime mon école et je suis un an de plus aujourd'hui

which practically means: 'I ♥ my school and I am a year older today.'

i ♥ my school,
yes.
i am a year older today,
hell yeah!

wait, wait..
back to the i ♥ my school part.
i kind of ♥ my school.
but what i ♥ the most is the smart school song.

about the i-am-a-year-older-today thingy,
yeah.
it's true.
i turned 17 today.
along with Zimmy and Atin.
yeap.
i got twins. yeayy me!
haha.
childlish much!

presents i got so far?
~well, a star-ry frame from amani..
~dollar notes from mummy && daddy (i think).
well, i requested it from them. i'm saving for my own digital camera..! (bonne chance wawa!)
~urm, a teddy bear from Hani.
~&& tonnes of birthday wishes!
i LOIKE!
most of my Bruneian pals wished me via Facebook.
thanks guys..*sob sob*

i wanttttt this cake for my day..!!! boohoo...

and oh, i posted a smart school song video.
ENJOY IT!
it's enjoyable..

=)




the painter,
nudgewa.






the day.

Je n'ai jamais su que je devais migraine

which practically means: 'I never knew I had migraine.'

yes.
i never knew i had migraine before.


well,
i'm not fussing about it.



SAFIYAH..!! Happy 17th Birthday..!!

you're a year older..

new age, new storybook.

=))

i have something to post earlier.

but i forgot.

oh yea, i got a bucket and 1 huge plastic bag of laundry.
will not waste my energy to wash them,
instead, i'll sacrifice rm2 for the machine.
oh yes.oh yes.
i ♥ my hand & body more.

oh,
before i forget,
the medicine i got from the clinic made me sleepy all day.
first, i slept in the morning.
then i woke up for lunch, swallowed 3 pills, went back to my dormitory and.....
SLEEP SOME MORE until dinner..
hahah!

well, there's no tuition tonight.
so, i've got to finish my homework.
=))

once again, Happy Burthday Safiyah!















1 more day to go.

cette semaine est une semaine de détente

which practically means: " This week is a relaxing week."

WH questions everybody..:

• Who?: us students
• What?: erm...
• When?: as told above, this week.
• Why?: the 'Anugerah Cemerlang Gemilang' is this week.

so, almost all the students are overjoyed.
except for those who are involved with the day.
as for me,
oh yes i am overjoyed (haa..tunggu gi..) !!

today, out of 5 subjects, only 2 subjects that we actually had class. i.e, English and Agama.
also today, the photography session for the school's magazine.
my photo was taken thrice (*proud2).
one for the class picture, one for the individual picture and one as the Consumer's Club's Chairperson.
weehee..
and, yeah, everyone was busy.

during BM (i think..not sure..), my friends and i was bored to death.
we were waiting for recess.
we killed time by chatting and scribbling and laughing and the fun part was creating new nicknames.
and we came up with:

♥NURUL NAJWA ABDUL RAHIM-me-wawa && ruru♥
♥QADRATUL AMANI TAJUL ARUS-amani-qaqa && rara♥
♥NUR HIDAYAH AZIZI-dayah-hihi && ah'ah♥
♥NUR AMEDA SHUKRI-meda-meme && a'a♥
♥NURUL HAYATI OTHMAN-yats-haha && yaya♥
♥WAN NOR SYAIDATUL AKMAL-wan-or'or && an'an♥
♥NURUL SYAZWANI ISMAIL-wani-nunu && on'on♥
♥NUR AINA SHAFIQAH NORZAN-aenna-nana && af'af♥

haha. its funny. & not to mention, FUN!!!!!
yeap.this is what we did during our free time.

note to self: use your free time to study.. SPM 09's batch REMEMBER...?? x)

don't stress, don't stress, don't stress..


from me,
nudgewa.



















2 days.

let's cook.

mama finally gave me the spaghetti recipe that i wanted from her.
but the one she gave me was fixed.
i need some adjustments for the recipe.
and i was wondering when i can chat with her to adjust some of it.
to my greatest surprise, there she was greeting me on my facebook.
i was shocked and i wondered where she was. (since our house in Brunei doesn't have access to the internet and the only place she always go online was from her office and it was about 11 something already.)
she told me that she IS in the office at that time. and may stay there until 3-4 a.m.
she got to do some work before her colleague, Winnie flies to Shanghai to meet the printing company.
so, the deadline was.....today.
pity her.
she is very hardworking.

so, this is our conversation just now.

11:27pmNor

u thr?

11:27pmNurul

yep

mama kt mne?

11:28pmNor

kat ofc masih

dah dpt recipe kan?

check ur inbox

11:28pmNurul

ait. lewat2 mcm ni??

dah2..

thnx!

11:28pmNor

yeah.. maybe till 3-4 am

or later kot

11:29pmNurul

smpai mcm tu skali?

truknye

11:29pmNor

a ah.. esok pagi anty winnie nak ke shangha

11:29pmNurul

ohh..

11:29pmNor

we will have to complete all before she flies off

11:29pmNurul

mama teman dia ke?

oh.

spe lgi yg ada kt office?

11:30pmNor

mama, auntie mida, hjh, faridah, winnie, sofia and eddy the new staff

11:30pmNurul

oh..

at least you're not alone

byk lgi ke keje yg x siap?

11:31pmNor

all productions and graphics staff.. 6 of us.

abt 50percent lagi

yg buat lambat is the computer

11:31pmNurul

wow.byk lgi tu

11:31pmNor

we cant do one go

11:32pmNurul

oh.

11:32pmNor

have to do batch by batch

yatah

contact pun dah bukak.. mong cha cha.. hahaha blurry dah

11:32pmNurul

papa kta apa?

haha

11:32pmNor

papa ok je

dia phm caner keja mama

seb baik we r both in a publishing company

deadalines are reeal deadly hehehe

11:33pmNurul

hahaha

nice one.

11:36pmNor

bila nak buat spaghetti

11:39pmNurul

xtau lgi.monday or tuesday.

tpi mnday rsenye.

11:40pmNor

ada tak semua ingredients?

kalau agak budget tak mencukupi takyah le letak mushrooms and carrots

11:41pmNor

anything u dont understand from the recipe?

11:43pmNurul

tomato puree tu leh x klaw gne preego?

11:43pmNurul

cheese tu agk mhal aritu org pgi tgk.

so,cheese dah cncel out

11:45pmNurul

bay leaves tu bleh tkar dgn bnde lain x?sbb org xjmpa bay leaves aritu

11:46pmNor

ok.. if preego

beli yg cheese onions flavor

11:46pmNurul

nyum2.

11:46pmNor

so no need to buy cheese anymore

11:46pmNurul

lgi?

ok.

11:47pmNor

brb.. hv something to do

11:47pmNurul

ok

Today

12:15amNor

am back. no need bay leaves..

12:15amNurul

ok.

rse dye xkan berubah ke?

12:16amNor

either one of the spices will do.. oregano or italian herbs

12:16amNurul

ok.

12:16amNor

sikit kureng

tapi basically it's ok

yg penting tomato sauce and minced beef

yg lain2 tu nak bg wangi and sedap je

12:16amNurul

ohh.ok

klau nk add in sausages pun bleh kan?

12:17amNor

tapi kalo nak buat byk,..yg basic je.. onion, tomato puree, and oregano..

eh esok tak sekolah ke?

12:17amNurul

sekolah.

hihi

ma,klau nk buat byk, tomato puree tu ckup ke 1 can?

12:19amNurul

haha

yeah.give the computer AND yourself a break

12:21amNor

sat lagi , nws.. make it 2 caans

more tastier

kalau nak byk, 2 pakcets of spgti with 3 cans of purees

12:21amNurul

waah.sdap!

klau 1 pcket agk2 ckup x untuk 15-20 ppl?

12:22amNor

and tambah lagi minced beef. but not necessary.

cukup kot..

better lebih dari tak cukup. if lebih can keep for dinner

12:26amNor

ok.. 1 1/2 packets , 2 cans. 500 gms minced beef

12:27amNor

ada brand prregp ke?

raguletto pun ok

12:29amNurul

ape?spaghetti?

org nk bli san remo 4 spghtti

and preego 4 tomato puree

ok x?

12:31amNor

bah ok tu

cheese mahal ek?

takpe.. beli yg ada perisa cheese

12:32amNurul

parmesan rm13.75

brand yg slalu kte gne tu

12:33amNor

bah agatah tidur.

in spite of her busy-ness, she still put aside some time to help me with the recipe.
i ♥ her.
mama, i ♥ you.

& thnx a lot for the recipe!
really appreciate it.

just wait and see what i was planning to do with the recipe.
hihi..

lots && lots of ♥.
nudgewa.

2 days.

tag!

i've been tagged by ma seour, mocQa ♥.
so, here's the catch:

1. You have to printscreen your current wallpaper/desktop.
2. Tell us why you like the wallpaper.
3. Tag another 10 bloggers.

VOILA!! this is my current wallpaper.


i chose this wallie because i ♥ my friends.

and, there's no icon around because i was influenced by mocQa, who did not like any icons around her desktop and i found it quite interesting.

and i'm tagging everyone that feels like she/he wanted to do this tag.

i don't WON'T trust them anymore!!!

now i know.
it's true.
people nowadays are untrustworthy.
i f***** hate them.
i won't tell them anything anymore.
that's the end point.
right now, i'm not going to mingle with them.
i'm not in the mood to talk to them.
so, THE TRIPLE A's, YOU BETTER NOT TALK TO ME RIGHT NOW!!!!!

i've lost my mood!!
thnks guys for ruining my day!

stupide amis

4 days.

i'm sorry

my friends,
i had moodswing today.
it started with my face.
there's something wrong with my face.
it was oily && smelly.
i don't know what it was!
darn itt!!

that was first,
then, i discovered something uneasy.(let it be a secret.)
then, Aaaaaaaaaaaaa seemed like she refused to help me with my maths.
then, Aiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii suddenly appeared and pinch me and hit me.
she was joking.
but i was not in the mood for jokes!
i pulled a face on her and that was the limit.
my mood was ruined!
until the end of school day

Amani asked me twice, "Wa, what's wrong with you?"
then it was Amed, in Bio lab, "Wa, is something wrong?"

and i answered, "i'm doing fine!"

i'm such a big liar.
nothing's fine today.
i was tensed at school today.

hurm.
but as soon as i reached my dorm,
i felt a rush of regret for behaving like that to my friends.

so, my dear geng bulat..

i love you guys.

sorry for my behavior at school today.

sorry3..

désolé pour tout..

je t'aime ma copine..!!

from my heart,
nudgewa






















8 days.